Something New/Different

"You know nothing Jon Snow."

I have not written in so long. Has it really been four years since I wrote here and five for my other? So many things have changed, so many thoughts.

Today, what brings me here is simple. Who am I? Who do I want to be? Who can I be? Where am I going? All these questions have a simple answer, "I do not know."

Sometimes I feel not knowing is okay, sometimes I feel it is not. Today, it is not.

I have now been sitting here watching the cursor blink, I'm not writing this in advance for once.

I am unsure if I'll press "Publish" or let it fade forever.

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May tenth I wrote all that. So much has changed. I want to write again.