"You know nothing Jon Snow."
Today, what brings me here is simple. Who am I? Who do I want to be? Who can I be? Where am I going? All these questions have a simple answer, "I do not know."
Sometimes I feel not knowing is okay, sometimes I feel it is not. Today, it is not.
I have now been sitting here watching the cursor blink, I'm not writing this in advance for once.
I am unsure if I'll press "Publish" or let it fade forever.
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May tenth I wrote all that. So much has changed. I want to write again.